Sad news...

Hey guys I know there aren't many people who come on this site but here it goes... For those of you who don't know I was recently diagnosed with leukemia and let me tell you I hate it. I'm puking day and night, I'm in so much pain and these damn meds are making me cranky, tired, and dizzy. I have 2 years at the max to live and just in case this is true I want to do this so if you ever miss me you can come back here and read this, maybe it will help.

Ali- Gosh Deci where do I begin??? You're fucking amazing and I love you so much. With out you I would have been gone by now, with out you I'd be six feet down with a death from suicide. You were always there and you could cheer me up in a blink of an eye. The day we met was one of the best moments of my life and little did I know that, that moment would change my life/future forever. Careless to say you are one of my best friends in the whole damn world. You're beautiful, smart, kind, and psycho. ;3 Ilysm it's not describable. I love you to the moon and back. Promise me something, don't ever hurt yourself on purpose in ANY way. Okay? Quacks forever dear. <333

Crystal- Cryshtalpoo, I love you. Thank you so much for always being there and thanks for always making me laugh when I was down. You really know how to cheer me up and girl your role-plays are amazing. You're beautiful, don't you dare let anyone ever convince you otherwise. When I was going through hard times you were always ready to make me feel better and with out you, who knows where I'd be right now. Ilysm! :* <3 ;D

Andrew- AndyDrew my bby :* (lol inside joke) you are the best dude-friend I have (other than Kyle) and beat Kaleb anyday haha I miss you so much!! Come to Colorado before I go, okay? I wanna see your face! I personally love you as family and with out your face here with me during bball practice I'm nothing, seriously. Ask Riley or Kyle. I've gotten worse without you cheering me on! You're always so supportive of me and I couldn't ask for more. I really hope you see this. <3

Okay now that that's over with I can get to this:
So I have a lot of things on my bucketlist that I may never get to do. I will list them below and put your initials in parenthesis if I think you might do it in your life.
AB = Ali, CG = Crystal, AM = Andrew, E = Everybody
Ava's Bucket-list;
Going into official basketball (AM)
Have an art piece in a museum (AB)
Run a marathon (AM)
Make a difference in the world (E)
Ride a motorcycle (E)
Visit Paris (E)
Visit the Bahamas (E)
Collect all Pokemon (CG)
Have a pet horse (AB)
Climb a mountain (AM)
Sculpt a life-size Charrizard (CG)
See an eclipse (E)
See Mocking Jay in IMAX 3D (AB)
Meet Crystal (CG)
Meet a Celeb. (E)
And that's basically it. If I don't get to do these, please do them for me and imagine me there or think of me watching you, making me proud. It's sad to think of me leaving, and I'm sorry. The #1 things I want to do are my future careers, become a therapist, teacher, or a nurse. I'm not going to ask you to do those because I know you have your dream careers, too.

Bye.
Hopefully I will be here to delete this in 6-8 years from now, happy, healthy, alive. ;D Don't think of this as an official goodbye, not just yet.

:') thanks I'm speechless
I will defiantly try to do those, okay? If you don't, I'll fill in for you. >83 <33

Aawwww Avers, I'll do my best. Ily too, you're amazing. <3 <3 <3

Thanks guise it really means a lot <3

Don't mention it c;

;3
Some day I do hope to meet you, though, Crystal.

I know Ava, I really want to meet you too c:

It would be fun!!

It would! I just don't know when I would have the time to go.

Yeah..... And I obviously can't go anywhere. xD

xD, sucks, doesn't it?

</3 don't go Ava
Please
Not yet

May she rest in peace </3

She didn't lose the battle of cancer
She took a vacation from it

Vacation huh? Sounds nicer put that way.

Why do you think I said that?

Well excuse me princess. XP

Oh my gosh... this is ironic and sad. I'm seriously crying right now...

Yeah....it really is. :c

Yeah. I mean she didn't even stay for Christmas...

I know. Merry Christmas Avers, your present is angel wings.

We love you always, Ava!

I'm reading this over and it really depresses me....We should all try our best to finish her bucket list.